I’m Fine

I say I’m fine because that’s what I’m s’posed to say
But inside I’m dyin’, and I don’t want to feel this way
I want to explode all my pain on the world
There’s just too much pressure on this little girl

But what can I do? I don’t want to complain
But all this pretending is what drives me insane
I get disappointed, and I know it’s not fair
But holding it inside won’t help to clear the air
So instead I will sing a new song unto You
And I’ll simply believe You’ll tell me what to do

God, I’m bitter and jealous, feel like I always lose
Each decision is withered, so how can I choose?
I’m so anxious and angry and don’t even know why
Nothing ever gets better but I still have to try
How do I lay my burdens down instead of carrying them around?
No one wants to hear me gripe and complain, even when I say it all in Jesus’ Name.

But what can I do? I don’t want to spill words
That just cause more pain and cause even more hurt
My expectations aren’t met, and I know it’s not right
But it just makes things worse to hold it all inside
So instead I will sing a new song unto You
And I’ll simply believe You’ll tell me what to do

God, I’m bitter and jealous, feel like I always lose
Each decision is withered, so how can I choose?
I’m so anxious and angry and don’t even know why
Nothing ever gets better but I still have to try
How do I lay my burdens down instead of carrying them around?
No one wants to hear me gripe and complain, even when I say it all in Jesus’ Name.

So I say that I’m fine, there’s no more I can say
But inside I’m still cryin’, and I don’t want to feel this way