Monday, September 22, 2014

It Still Takes Time

Mirror my life right back to me
I wanna know what I’m not seeing
Override my disbelief
I want to find what I am needing
Reflect Your light into my eyes
I wanna see if I’ll be blinded
Overcome my misery
I want to feel when I’m reminded

Everything is good and everything will be alright
For love grows the way it should, but it still takes time

Hold my hand closer to the fire
I wanna feel the flame blazing hot
Overstate my desire
I want to see just what I forgot
Touch my heart over concealed scars
I wanna find where I’ve lost feeling
Overrun my memory
I want to know as I am healing

Everything is good and everything will be alright
For love grows the way it should, but it still takes time

I want my love to be familiar
I don’t want to lose control
If love fades to a distant glimmer
Loneliness may swallow me whole

I need everything to be okay and everything to be alright
For love to grow the way it should, but it still takes time

Monday, September 15, 2014

You Love Me Like This

Anytime you have a need just ask me
I’ll provide for you the best I can
When you’re feeling weak, reach out to me
I’ll be here for you to hold your hand

Anytime you’re lost or in trouble
Just call out to me and I’ll be there
When you’re feeling buried in the rubble
I’ll dive in to rescue you from fear

If I can love my child this way
How much more does Your love convey

You love me like that, You love me more
Than I can conceive, is even possible
All the love in my heart
I can bear to possess
I would give up my life for
You love me like this

Anytime I have a need, I ask You
And You provide for me what I cannot
Anytime I’m weak, I reach out to You
And You remind me of what I forgot

If I can love my child this way
How much more does Your love convey

You love me like that, You love me more
Than I can conceive, is even possible
All the love in my heart
I can bear to possess
I would give up my life for
You love me like this

Monday, September 8, 2014

It Was You

I’m not alone. I don’t feel lonely. I don’t need anyone anyhow or anything else. I’m not afraid. I don’t feel angry. I don’t need helping or healing as long as I can lie to myself.

I turned to the arms of a complete stranger. I don’t need to know her birthday, family, or even her name. I’m not alarmed. I’m not in danger. I don’t need to rectify, apologize as long as I have someone to blame.

And since it was you who turned my heart around, blew out the flame, and stomped me down. It’s you who needs to find your way out of the dark. It was you who bled emotions dry, caused innocence to go awry. So it’s you who needs something to do with what’s left of my heart.

I can drink myself senseless every night. I can blow off steam with one good fight. I don’t need any resemblance of your love. I can tell you off the way it is. I don’t need more of this business. For to lose my heart once was enough.

And since it was you who turned my heart around, blew out the flame, and stomped me down. It’s you who needs to find your way out of the dark. It was you who bled emotions dry, caused innocence to go awry. So it’s you who needs something to do with what’s left of my heart.